i'm stuck

I feel stuck. Stuck in between two friends. Stuck in between what to do. Stuck in between avoiding or maintaining. See, I don't have to be worrying about stuffs now but both are friends i treasure. so where do i go? I suddenly have this feeling of deja vu. It feels like high school all over again.

i know her a few weeks back and we clicked, became great friends. she's lovable, outgoing and really cheers me up when i'm with her. then both of us got to know him. he's serious, funny and witty. we clicked well too probably because we share the same kind of nonsensical thinking. in the beginning, he was only close to me. then slowly, she and he grew closer too. then they started "dating". i do not really know if it's serious dating or what, but she told me she doesn't like him and will never go out with him again, which made us, her friends feeling like she really doesn't like him. in between his dates with her, he calls me from time to time, and we share our normal conversations on stupid stuffs.

since all of us are friends, we used to update each other about what he says. then one day, i realised that she seems cold and distant when i tell her stuffs about him. it changed. then he told me that she said weird stuffs. i seriously do not know what is going on. but i am beginning to feel that she does have a soft spot for him. i'm not sure how serious is her about her, because his theory about a real relationship is different from most guys. he'll date them, and see where it goes. one thing for sure is he finds her interesting.

and the problem is i feel like i'm stuck in between this two individuals. i think she doesn't like him being too close with me, but she just won't say it. i don't want to hurt her feelings, but it'd be rather dumb to just avoid a new buddy because of that. it's making me all confused now.

so what i'm doing now is, i'm not going to say a thing about her to him, and about him to her. let's just hope things do not get anymore confused..

if worse comes to worst, i'll just stop talking to both of them!!

GOD, I SERIOUSLY DO NOT HAVE THE TIME FOR THIS SITUATION AT THIS JUNCTURE OF MY LIFE!!

i miss my babiloo so much. :'(