sometimes i wonder why all things come together at once and throw themselves at me..
i don't mean to complain. it is my life. i chose this path. but sometimes..
just sometimes..
i feel like a lost kitten, looking for the way back home..
i feel numb after every bout of cycle..
i feel weak..
i feel i can't hold on any longer..
i feel nothing at all...
i fear being alonei know i am in no position to complain. i do understand that there are people out there who have been there, done that. but i honestly am in a different situation from all of you. i feel really different this time around.
i do not fear the pain.. it will heal..
i do not fear time... it will pass..
i do not fear the distance...it can be overcome..
i just fear the growing gap between us..
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2 comments:
why fear about the growing gap between the both of you? why fear about not having enough things to talk about? please don't! that idle mind of yours will only think of rubbish and get you all worked up. an idle mind is a devil's workshop! so, please don't think about that. think about the times you had with each other, think about the times you WILL spend with each other when he gets back, think about what to say when he calls, think about happy things, and be happy. have a good weekend :P
thanks for the concern, nut honestly and seriously, things are not as easy as you might think it is. all i can say is.. well, it's different. but really thank you for the concern. appreciate it.
:) hugs.
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