♥ top ten in my life ♥

the top 10 people (in groups or individuals) in my life.

in this 20 years plus of my life, i've met a lot of people from different backgrounds and of different nature. i do not deny that there are a lot of people out there who have met even more people than me, but this post is definitely not about the amount of friends or people i know, it is just the top 10 people who have touched me in more ways than one, who have taught me a lot of things that i could have never been able to understand or learn myself. this is for all you top 10 people (excluding my family) in my life from the bottom of my heart.

there is no sequence on who is first or last. you're all top 10!

Victoria Lee

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Carmen Yap

these two sweet looking girls are my gila partners in uni. they are people who see you and accept you for who you are. i pity both of them cus they always have to hear me nag and complain. *sigh* these two ladies have the kindest heart i've ever known. in victoria, i see a much more matured lady than the 19 year-old she is. she knows and understands a lot about life and she always puts herself in other people's shoes before she jumps to conclusion. as for carmen, just one sentence, the most angelic person that has come into my life and taught me how to view the happiness and contentment we get in life from the tiniest rewards we get each day and take them for granted...

The Loo Family

Uncle Loo and Aunty Millie have been like a set of parents that was bestowed upon me to look after me when i am away from home since i have known them. Although Aunty Millie likes to tease me and call me "siao po" and that Uncle Loo seldom speaks to me, i still feel a lot of love and respect for these two people in my life. they love me like their own and are always taking very good care of me. Eliza and Elishia are the younger sisters that i never have. they are both very outgoing and spontaneous yet very straightforward if they are unhappy with me. Eugene is the older brother figure, but he's seldom at home. even though i never really liked him, i sometimes feel that i do respect him. Ah Kwee kor kor is someone who has very little to say, yet his actions speaks louder than words. he cares for me, but he just doesn't show it in the verbal way. to me, this family has touched my life in a lot of ways. they are a very close-knitted family who are always behind each other, giving support and love. i feel very lucky to have known them because they have taught me that family are the ones who will stand by you no matter what.

Fun Wei Qi

Weiqi is someone who has played a vital role in my growing up time during hostel days. she is someone full of philosophies and principles in life. Weiqi was the sister i've always wanted, and yet, i let her down and never got her back. through the problems that has happened between she and i, i have learnt to grow up stronger and also to not take people around me for granted. i still wish and pray for another chance to really really get to know her well again.

Chua Kai Lin

my bestest friend of best friends.noticed her since the first day of secondary school, hit off right away on the 3rd day of school. she is someone i can count on, even if i am the suckiest girl pal she can ever ask for (i haven't seen her in a gazillion years eventhough i've gone back to Pontian for a lot of times). she's the only person who truly understands my inner self and will never judge me, no matter i am the one at fault or not. believe it or not, in the 7 years i have known her, and in the 7 years we hit off as bestest friends, we have never had a slightest argument, thanks to her very patient nature, she always gives in to me. even when i called her "Psyduck", make fun of her China girl pleats with a very straight fringe, she never once got mad at me. truly someone i look up to, truly someone whom i regard as a sister for life.

Emily Chan

one of my two cuckoo room mates. emily is a psychologist-to-be and she always is the one listening to my woes. smart, beautiful but very very blur. she's well known for her knack of doing weird stuffs in the middle of the night. caffeine addict! emily is a very quiet and reserved person, and i have learnt a lot from her. for one, she taught me how to put myself in other people's shoes before judging them. she is also the reason that i am still sane. hahaha...

Neeshaa

another cuckoo room mate of mine. another psychologist-to-be. another advisor of mine. another person who does weird stuffs at night. the differences about emily and neeshaa is that neeshaa is more talkative and goes gila like me more than emily does. neeshaa is one tough girl whom has taught me that i do not always have to depend on guys and yet, shares the same thought like me, that is men are dumb, but women are dumber. she is a dear to me. someone who is always there to give me a big hug when i need it.. even if it when she's drunk.. hahaha..

Christine Goh

i hate to admit but i used to dislike christine when i first got to know her. but after spending almost everyday of two years seeing her around in college and in Uni, i started to realise that i have misjudged her. She is the person who gave me advices and smsed from time to time to make sure that i am strong enough to face the obstacle that i am going through right now. she can be very bitchy but she is hell of a great friend to really talk matters of the heart to. she's the one who taught me to be strong, to know how to give in and to trust more and to learn to forgive even more. she's very sincere and loud, yet very lovable if you know her well enough. a very great friend indeed! she is someone i can relate to because both our bfs are overseas!!

Thomas Ting

He has always been the male version of kailin ever since the day we clicked. the only difference is that i see thomas more often than i see kailin. Thomas is the "ji mui", the confidante, the love advisor, the movie partner and most of all, my bestest ever guy friend. he is metrosexual and has been buffing up since a few months back..but i still do not find him attractive. hahaha.. he is the only person who truly understands what i am mumbling when i cry..

Edwin Loo Chay Chun

The person whose arms hold me at my weakest, whose eyes see me at my ugliest, and whose heart loves me a my worst. He might not be the perfect boyfriend, nor the prince charming that i always dreamed of, but he can do a lot more than that. he makes me love myself more. he taught me to see things and how to be independent and strong. he is the reason i have been working extra hard in exams. he's my confidante, my best friend, my ATM machine *giggles*, my computer mechanic, my tutor, my monetary fund planner, my everything. :P