|| Mixed emotions

Final year's starting pretty soon. in just three days to be exact.

part of me have been waiting for school to re-open. the anticipation of meeting classmates and coursemates after such a long absence from each other's lives. i am pretty sure there will be a lot to talk about. haven't seen most of the people in my gang since December last year, and it's almost June! half a year of stories to tell, and i miss them so much! and all the waiting will end very soon in just three days! maybe four, for me. since i am only going back to PJ on the evening of 26th!

as much as i cannot wait to see Kok Bun, Liyun, Beng, Mimi, Jon, Eileen, Momo, Carmen Dear, Christine and so many others, another part of me feels so heavy leaving my home!

i have been here for a month, so naturally, i have grown attached to my bed, my room and also everything and everyone back at home. mum's delicious home-cooked food, dad's "i am here but you do not notice" presence, sis' silly annoying questions and bro's stalking around the house.

i will miss my friends so much! so far, this holiday have been filled with the most outings with friends. yumcha sessions, gossip sessions, paktor sessions and even hair-dyeing sessions. i have grown so accustomed to kailin's presence that i am not sure if i will get use to not having her by my side when i need her. friendship also improved with kY, hong yong and chang long. even met up with a few other old friends and also ex-colleagues. so gonna miss them!

but what breaks my heart (can say the most) is the fact that i have to endure a few more weeks before i can see him again. i know there's a few more days left for me here in Pontian, but my schedule's pretty tight for Saturday (Nanny's birthday and Mum's advanced birthday dinner) and Sunday (Mum's official 54th birthday and a visit to Grandma's house in BP). i will be taking 12pm bus back to PJ on Monday, and he will leave for work at 8am. so practically, we do not really have time for each other. besides, he has his own things to settle.

i wish i can find a time when both of us are free and there's no clashes of activities. just hope that i will have a chance to at least spend some time together before i leave for PJ. *keeping my fingers crossed* so going to miss the things we did this holiday! thank you for making this few weeks nice and memorable!

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was out with my old friends last night. went yumcha. took a few pics, laughed a lot, and someone nearly made a fool out of herself.

hui fang and yin hui

hong yong (kingkong) and kai lin (bestie)

poor girl! her drink was too sweet and she was forcing herself to drink it

busy chang long and i

though it was a short two hour outing, it felt very warm to still have so many things to talk about after such a long time. guess the best of friends are always the ones who grew up together with you, watched you shine and watched you fall and remembers them so they can use it to "attack" you 4 years later..

so going to miss all of you!