♥ blurriness ♥

as i was walking back from section 14 today and as the sky grew darker, my vision blurred.

emily asked why couldn't i see properly. i told her it's getting dark and i am not wearing my spectacles and which is why i can't see clearly.

i think my heart needs a pair of spectacles too. everything's blurry now. it's time to get a pair of specs for you, my fragile heart.

see clearly what you should do. see clearly what you can ask. see clearly who you can depend on. and of course see clearly who's the person you're talking to and what is he or she like.

you can't just depend on your gut feeling and intuition anymore. and you should not have so many questions to ask anymore either. get a pair of new specs and start seeing yourself. trust your own judgment. sometimes, seeing is believing.

be strong, my little heart. i'll care for you when no one does, but you'd have to be able to see clearly. believe in yourself. trust yourself.