Pain

Good things never last, don't they?

I once thought that things would become better, and I would not have to endure anymore pain. but it seems like I am wrong. Wrong to have make the judgment so early.

it is indeed quite painful, but i think and i hope i will be able to survive. I shudder when I think of what's going to happen next. It's scary, and lonely.

it's not what i seek for in relationships. relationships should never be like that. i do hope it works, but i am prepared for the worst.